You Did This

You stripped me of all my dignity,
With your dark nefarious self,
You left me to fade into nothingness,
The rumours you spread really hurt me,
I contemplated suicide a lot,
But what good would that have done to me,
It'll only make you happy,
And indication that I lost.

That night by the willow,
I died,
I lost meaning of existence,
All I have now are memories,
That you can't take away,
Sometimes I wish I got amnesia,
Maybe then my heart won't be a void,
Just an empty vessel.

But today,
I want to tell you,
I loath you,
I wish I never met you,
My hate for you runs deep,
And I pray so,
Karma will catch up,
And when it does,
I'll be there smiling in satisfaction.

You may have left me bare,
But someone finds me intriguing,
A masterpiece,
A perfect muse for art,
And together we will create,
An array of bright colours,
I choose to rewrite my story,
And in it you'll be the villain.

For you,
I hope our paths cross in the future,
And when that happens,
You'll be wishing you never left me behind.