Silent Cries

The streets will always be unsafe, But I'd rather die here,
Than give her the satisfaction,
Of watching me drown in my own sorrows,
She bathes in my misery,
All I want to know is why?
Why would she hate me?

Who's a mother anyway?
Isn't she the one supposed to soothe you,
Cradle you into sleep?
Hold you tight when storms come along?
Only this I read in books,
Only this I watch my brother get, I never wanted any of this,
Atleast I didn't ask to be born.

Life gets worse,
I am the pariah in the family,
An abomination,
Words don't hurt me like they used to,
I got past them,
The slaps and hits I get are nothing compared,
To my heart bleeding out,
All I want now is to welcome the end,
Only then can I get peace,
A world free of a hateful family,
And a loatheful life.