I Don't Want Your Love

Bobby said our love was forever that we were all we got,
He gave me all I wanted, paraded me in front of his friends and marked me as his,
I knew he was mine too, not one day passed without he acknowledging his love for me,
What else would I ask for anyway? I gave him my heart, all my love and my undying loyalty,
But he destroyed me, into my own ruins,
Amidst all this he left me craving for more,
He made me needy for someone, a person to mend my broken heart, gathering all the pieces scattered.

The whispers of my heart echoed always through my empty soul,
"Fall in love again",
For there's little to be ruined anyway,
And I did, "second chances are a gateway to eternity", they said.
Brandy, was my forever no doubt,
He was perfect through my eyes, masculine, humble and protective,
Everything was sugar and honey, kisses and bright colour, indeed he was my anchor in the midst of the storm,
All of a sudden, the love that was ours,
Turned out to be mine, only mine,
It was just me loving the both of us, all alone.

And today someone asked me if I missed my first love,
All I replied was, "I miss what I believed we had",
I don't believe in forevers anymore,
So please just take your love, I don't want it,
For I no longer believe in it,
I lost faith in love.