I Cry For Help

Is this how i cry for help
After all the love and pleasantries we shared,
After all the sweet memorable words we poured?
Even with all the promises we made,
With all the vows like outh we said?
Is this how i cry for help
Remenicing all the good times and songs we sang,
Your first word eachtime i rung?
Not being able to let go,
Or not accepting that you had to go?
I keep staring at your photos wishing you were here,
Playing music hoping your voice i could hear.
Is this how i cry for help
For we are nolonger tied,
Or we both lied?
For all those weeks and days,
That we wasted at the bays?
After all the dates in a month,
All the gazing and sun bath?
Is this how i cry for help
Recalling all that you said at last,
Wishing things never happened so fast.
I cry for help
Yet i know no one can help,
Should i become my own help?