Are You Still Mine?

You are the magic I can't explain,
You are the code I can't decipher,
You are the treasure I want to uncover,
You are the adventure I want to explore,
You are the alphabet I can't unlearn,
You are the dream I want to live,
You are the blooming flower in winter,
You are what I long for.

Smile so sweet,
Sends me into a trance,
Teeth so white,
Blinds me,
Yet I don't want to stop,
Skin so smooth,
It glows,
Matching up everything bright,
Curves so perfect,
I just want to be lost in you,
Hold me close,
Cage me in,
I only want to serve you,
I only want to feel you.

Love furthest from us,
All I see is lust,
Lust for all the good things,
Lust for someone perfect,
Nothing serves right.

I want to forget everything,
Every touch I crave,
Every moan I relive,
Every moment I want you here,
Every laughter shared,
Every smile you gave me,
Every night we spent,
Cuddled up,
Far from this world,
I want to forget you.

How can I though?
Every inch of me,
Remembers you,
Even the hollowness in my house says it all,
I miss your cheer,
Your tardy self,
My place is now neat,
I miss how you nag me,
I miss cleaning your mess,
Every cloth you left on the floor,
Your perfume still lingers everywhere,
Darling,
Why is it hard to let go?
Why can't I stop calling you MINE?