I let the feathery touch erase all unwanted feelings
I let the bitter taste wash away my pain
I let the smoke fill up my lungs and engulf any emotion
I let myself go
Forgetting every single memory of you
I chugged down all the drinks hoping time will stand still
Or yet go so fast that I'll be lost in it
Lost in its pleasure and calmness
That has evaded me since you left me
Unaware of the silent battles I've been fighting
I wanted you to notice me breaking
Without me opening up
But that's crazy right?
I wanted you to hold my hand and walk me through it all
But I was strong for me
I was there for us
I got so lost in you
That I forgot there was me
It was all about you
Always has been.
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