All About Us

What if the night was always dark?
What if the stars never shone at night?
What if life never brought us close?
Would I still smile at random memories?
Would I be reminiscing and agonizing in pain?
Would my life be easier?
It's all just a part of my life now,
Questions all through.

Perhaps the stars would be so kind,
To shine bright tonight,
So I could atleast see your face,
This one last time,
Maybe then I'll smile more,
Maybe then my tears will stop flowing,
The gaping hole in my heart remains.

How beautiful must it be to love,
How hypnotic must your chemistry be,
Perfection has never been a part of me,
Flaws are a normality,
How hurtful it was,
To take in those words,
As they pierced right through my heart,
It left me bleeding all love out,
It left me vulnerable to the world,
How sweet revenge is,
How cold my heart is,
Irked by your perfect smile,
Pure hazel eyes,
No regret, no pain... nothing at all,
Just adoration,
One I'd die for,
But who am I?
I'm actually everything you'll never be,
I'm the high you'll always crave for,
I'm the diamond you can never break,
I'm that Golden ticket you won't get.

Only this you can't realize now,
And when you do I'll be long gone.